I found mine between two recipe books at a yard sale, its spine warm from a stranger’s hands. No seal. No title beyond the plain Mastram. I carried it home as one carries a rumor. The first page read like a mirror and then like a door. What it gave me wasn't what I asked for — it was better: a version of me that still remembered how to forgive small betrayals, including the ones I rehearsed nightly in my head.